It's me Katrinawoll, checking in.
We have decided to go ahead with the egg donor. I'm surprised to see how anonymous the process is. We are viewing potential donors by profile only. Each profile is identified by a number. It makes it feel kind of cold. But then J said how would I feel actually sitting down and talking to the person we were considering. Probably would be easy to be way too picky. Also the distance makes it impossible to make any future contact, which I really like.
Still it feels very odd to be looking over donor traits as if we were assembling a perfect child. Fact is, all children are perfect.
More when I have time.