Eternal Hope

I have quite history now over the last two years of ttc and back then if you'd have told me i'd be writing about on the internet i'd have said you were crazey.

but i have found that putting things down in words really is helpful. and maybe not just for me, but maybe someone else.

I was 27 when I first suspected I might have a problem getting pregnant. the first few years everyone says its too early, and maybe I wanted to believe that too because i wasn't ready yet to give up my job (the extra money!) but then we really decided it was time to start a family and nothing.

My doctor did not take my concern very seriously and gave me some drugs which managed to change my period which made us think maybe it was working, but still nothing .Eventually i went to an infertility clinic and started serious treatments. I'm 29 now and still trying. no success so far.

Got to go now. more later.